Bleeding Love

2008-07-03T02:12:00.001-07:00

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2008-07-01T19:31:00.000-07:00

i'm so angry at myself now,
firstly, why cant i have move confident??
why didnt i just say two sentences.
AND NOT EMBARRASS MYSELF IN FRONT OF 5743237321 PEOPLE.
i really wish i was not this way.
if i just said something, at least theres a good try.
but no, i just think i cant.
I CANT
I CANT
I CANT

WHEN CAN I SAY I CAN????
i really hate myself alright.
this is stupid really.

secondly.
im really angry that why cant i be a good fren?
like really.
i wish i had an car ancient, and have coma. - -
one side is telling me,
stop calling her to come,
later this lost that lost how?
then say, eh left the food for your dad okay.
its not like i wouldnt okay,
she like how long no eat ler, huh?
theres like nothing in the house to eat so eat my beibei mian. :( :x
its like what you wan sia, she got nth to eat and you dont wan me to giv her food.
hais, how would i know she will stay so long.

wth am i talking to her here.
ah ass. :/
hais.
HATE MYSELF.

2008-06-30T20:35:00.000-07:00

01. What's more important? Money Or Love?
love, duh?
02. Do you ever turn your cell phone off?
yup O:
03. What happened at 10.00am today?
ask someone else
04. When did you last cry?
yesterday O:
05. What is your favourite thing to eat with peanut butter?
bread? ohoh i eat peanut butter alone too :D
06. What do you want in your life right now?
i want..-never ending list- (:
07. Do you carry an umbrella when it rains, or just put up your hood?
depends, i dont carry an ambrella and if i have a jacket on i would use the hood.
08. What is your favourite thing to have on your bed?
my pillow. :D
09. What colour is your shit?
DONT KNOW :D
10. What is the nicest text in your inbox say?
WAHAHA, im not gonna say :D
11. Do you tend to make a relationship complicated?
eh?
12. Are you wearing anything you borrowed from someone?
a bra. kidding :x
13. What was the last movie you caught?
too long to rmb liao ):
14. What are you proud of?
nothing ~~~
15. What does the oldest text message in your inbox say?
'Hi, did ashley attend eldds?' o.o this was like on march.
16. If you have a chance to migrate where will you migrate to?
migrate to a new house in singapore o.O
17. Do you have any nicknames?
... zhizhi yanyan. - -
18. What does your last received text message say?
'i go your house stay over night?'
19. What time did you do to bed last night?
11.30pm+
20. Are you currently happy?
so-so
21. Who gives you best advice?
erm, idk? sinyee? zhangjun? everyone????
22. Do you eat whipped cream straight from the can?
nvr try before? o.o im so noob. O:
23. Who did you talk to on phone last night?
i think i called angel and boonmay?
24. Is anything bugging you right now?
er, shld be nth.
25. What/who was the last thing/person to make you laugh?
meichi cos shes last person i was with before i left sku.
26. Do you wear toe socks?
O.O no.
27. Who was the last person you missed a call from?
boonmay.
28. Have you ever had your heartbroken?
LALALALA LEHLEHLEH LULULU LILILI (:
29. What annoys you most in a person?
i annoy myself :D
30. Do you have a crush on anyone?
nope, (:
31. Have you ever done cocaine?
whats that?
32. What is the colour of your room?
white? and alot colour.. :x
33. Would you kill someone you hate for a billion dollar?
hmmmmm, see who and i would not go to jail or hanged.
34. Do you believe in the saying â€œtalk is cheapâ€?
EH?
35. Who was the last person to lie in your bed?
me?
36. Who was the last person to hug you?
idk.
37. Did anyone see the last person you kissed?
yes.
38. Do you have a life?
no ! (:
39. Have you ever think someone died, when they really didnt?
no??
40. What is the reason behind your profile song?
kinda can relate, and it sound nice (:
41. Who was the last person you saw in your dream?
i had super power (: and i forget everything else (:
42. Last time you smiled?
today?
43. Have you changed this year?
hopefully.
44. What are you listening right now?
to the air (:
45. Are you talking to someone when you doing this?
no, im offline
46. Do you walk with your eyes open or closed?
blink blink, not sure?
47. Is there a quote you live by?
nope, !@#@%$ :D
48. Do you want someone you cant have?
YESH :D
49. Have you ever played an instrument?
yea, when i was in p3 (:
50. What was the worst idea you have had in this week?
i have no idea (:
51. What were you doing last night at 11.00pm?
hwk -.-
52. Are you happy with your love life right now?
no love, no life.
53. What song best describe your love life?
theres no love.
54. Does the person know that you like him/her?
nope.
55. Who always make you laugh?
ALOT of ppl, almost everyone can make me laugh, even myself. O:
56. Do you speak other language other than English?
chinese?
57. Favourite website?
none?
58. What your middle name?
yenzhi, enzh (:
59. What are you doing tomorrow?
things.
60. What do you think you are like?
yenzhi !
61. Who will you choose to die with?
i want no one else to die with me, i die alone can ler.
62. Where have you been today?
sku? home? taxi???
63. What game do you play often?
maple. =.= audition.
64. Who are you missing right now?
LALALA LULULU LEHLEHLEH LOLOLO (:
65. If you have to choose between friend and loves, who will you choose?
i would not choose.
66. What are you doing right now?
typing?
67. Which primary school are you from?
MeeToh Primary. x3
68. Name 3 colours that you like?
LIGHT GREEN. red? and black? donno.
69. What emotion you like to show?
like? happy luh??
70. What is your life to you?
a waste of time ):
71. If you have something troubling you, what will you do?
mostly emo like shit . _.
72. Who did you last chat in msn today?
no one.
73. Who you admire most?
everyone. (almost)
74. Which month are you born in?
JULY.
75. How are you feeling right now?
restless?
76. What is the time now?
7.46pm
77. Where are you now?
home? -.-
78. What colour did you use to dye hair?
never before.
79. What is the highest alcoholic percentage you have had consume?
40?
80. What do you do when you are moody?
emo?
81. At which age you wish to get marry?
20++++ ? how i know sia.
82. Who is more important to you?
who?
83. Do you think you have enough confidence?
L O L, no.
84. Who is the person you trust the most?
me~
85. Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after a rain?
i guess so.
86. If you have a dream come true, what would it be?
sku for only 2months, no exams. money drop form sky. everyone being equal. o.o
87. What is your goal for this year?
change.
88. Do you believe in eternity love?
yes, somehow.
89. What feeling do you love most?
happy?
90. Do you really think its Global Warming now?
duh.
91. What feeling you hate the most?
being annoyed. and much more. ohoh, being lazy.
92. Do you cherish every single friendship of yours?
yes i guess.
93. Do you believe in God?
hmm? Buddha.
94. Who cares for you most?
i learn that that would be my family.
95. What do you think is the most important thing in your life?
..
96. What will you bring when you fight
sud machine gun, O.O
97. What have you done regretted doing in your whole life?
doing wrong things, ):
98. What would you feel when everyone no longer cares for you?
..aw..
99. What if your stead two-timed you?
kill him (:
100.What do you wish to tell the person you love?
i love you.

Instructions:Remove 1 question from the above add in your own personal question, and bold it.Next list 8 people whom you would want them to do this, at the end of the post.Notify them in their tag box that he/she has been tagged.People to do this quiz.
Anyone, :D
go ashley blog copy.

this is was aricia's qiuz, sorry for not doing it for so long.

A) People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs & replace any question that they dislike with a new question formulated by themselves

B) Tag 8 people to do this quiz & those who are tagged cannot be refused, these people must state who they were tagged by & cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by. continue this game by sending it to other people.

1.What would you be doing at 11pm?
donno. sleep or hwk.

2.If I could wish for 10 things,what would be the most important wish of all?
lazy think.

3.What will your dream wedding be like?
nice.

4.What would you do with a billion dollars?
SPEND. and maybe donate the rest i dont need.

5.What's your ideal lover like?
(:

6.Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
both comes tgt i guess.

7.How long do you intend to wait for someone you really love?
forever.

8.If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
be jealous. (:

9.Is there anything that has made you unhappy these days?
yea

10.What cheers you up the fastest?
love.

11.How do you see yourself in ten years time?
hopefully not useless.

12.Who is currently the most important people to you?
frens family.

13.What kind of person do you think the person who tagged you is?
donno? i love her can ler, but we very long no meet ler )':

14.Would you rather be single & rich or married but poor?
single and rich.

15.What's the first thing you do every morning?
wish i can sleep more.

16.Would you give all in a relationship?
i guess not all.

17.If you fall in love with two people simultaneously, who would you pick?
i d k.

18.What type of friends do you like?
this type.

whoever want do the quiz just tell me i copy to you or you can go Aricia's blog.
http://colourtherainbowpurple.blogspot.com/2008_06_01_archive.html

2008-06-29T10:44:00.000-07:00

dead.

2008-06-25T05:34:00.000-07:00

sianz

hais i donno what to do sometimes really..

!@$#%^

2008-06-23T05:12:00.000-07:00

omfg i REALLY didnt sleep well today,
i kept waking up, kept dreaming
of being late or forgeting to bring books.
i really hate the first day of sku.
always so nervous of nothing. =.=
rawr. :/
going to get ready for sku.
bye lovezx, :D

2008-06-22T19:50:00.000-07:00

i told myself how much i didnt missed you,
since you were happy (:
but my heart cant since to accept who you are with.
i told myselt how much i didnt miss you,
but yet i miss you so much.
i miss you alot. ):

2008-06-21T16:12:00.000-07:00

ytd went to drink sia, ><
hehheh.
my head was veryvery dizzy.
in the end i end up having a bad headache. ):
i love trisha ~
i love boonmay ~
and i miss you alot, ):

2008-06-20T23:04:00.000-07:00

at bm fren house now, she like doing project.
and i saw some sad things ):
really, i hate this kind of alot.
i'm not going to do anything,
and just pretend nothing is going on.
life's better like that :D

alright now,
BOONMAY and TRISHA is loved.

):

2008-06-19T21:06:00.000-07:00

last few day was like !@#$ completely siao and fun :D:D
at 17june
about 4am+
we ( BOONMAY TRISHA AND MEEE )
were still awake and at my house.
boonmay was like SUPER SIAOOOO ~
she sangs songs and act like so retard.
omgzx, too bad i cant post up the video.
promised not to.
but its was super funny.
laugh our asses off.
and that day we sleep like about 6+ ?
then i woke up about 2-3
trisha woke up about i donno when O:
but she early then us alot.
BOONMAY THE BEST, woke almost 5 ler.

:D her hair when she wake up.
no need hair wax or spray. free of charge. (:

after that, they left. ):
about 11pm they called ask me wanna stay at trisha house.
since i was like super sian,
i took cab. (:
yeeting was there too,
then cos her bro was using com,
we were like sian.
then choose movie to watch.
i choose the one, bm..
watch till sleep. O:
then keep blame me. =.=
LIKE WTH SORRY LARH. xP
then she felt asleep, when were awake.
then was like later on she not tired ler..
we tired ! RAWR???
we wan sleep ler that time,
she call us go out buy drink.
lol?
buy ler went up..
then not long after
go out again.
this time walk quite long to find 24hr shops,
somemore it was like 4am ler !
lol, then we even went buy watermelon eat,
cos hungry. somemore its alr 5 ler.

trisha and my bladder going to burst.
so went to toilet,
and THIS aunty collected money from us.

(checking the coin real one mahz !
LOL !

then trisha not happy, kick her off.
then her turn to collect money :D

then we walk home~
bm was like singing her asses off again. O:
I THINK I SHLD PUT THE VIDEO (: (or maybe not) :x

reach trisha's home that time,
6am+ then THE DOOR LOCK. =.=
no key go in, donno who go lock.
then we slack like shit outside.

this looks emo O:

LOL take so much of them sleeping
WAHAHAHAH :X

they try to sleep liddat,
and not bad can hang on for about 10mins
lol,
and got some unglam pic,
that i rather not show !
LOL.
anyway, cannot take it ler that time,
went to playground to sleep,
only trisha really sleep for 1hour.
yeeting and boonmay,
sleep like 10mins? then cannot ler
boonmay even jogged cos nvr sleep. lolol???

8 we went up,
her mother was not awake yet.
we called, shouted.
then finally got in.
wa, i was like, go in..
walk to room..
ZZZZZZZZZZ ler.
till like 4-5pm wake up?
wa like super tired. O:

in the end, went lan,
play till 10+
cab home,
with bm too.
drop her off somewhere near her house.
then byebye ):
go home, PLAY MAPLE TILL 6AM.
LOL, siao, so tired still play,
THEN TODAY GOT TUTION AT 1.30PM.
SUPER SIAN. RAWR.
then can sleep though the whole thing.
4+ end,
sleepppp~~~
till like now, 8.15pm.

then keep dreaming of bm they all,
and the rest of the dream i dont rmb ler, lol.
thanks for the fun man.

2008-06-16T18:43:00.000-07:00

ehs,
im like so lifeless at home.
so bored.
help?!

2008-06-16T01:00:00.000-07:00

HAHAHA !
since im like so high now
im going to dedicate this post to my loved one,
Pohyi !!!
hahaaa, alright now..
this is what she said.

14 Jun 08, 18:30Pohyi: ehh, dun evrityme act emo lah. euu thiink pple piity euu? iif euu thiink sho thn all thh best. cuz euu rr just a diisgrace tuhh thh human population.
14 Jun 08, 18:32
Pohyi: dun niid sho diiao one, sooner or l8tr i duulan euu i beat euu up, euu dun crry ferr mummie. _|_

haha, you very funny larh !
you think act emo very fun ah?!?
in first place, ppl dont like emo ppl. then like why shld i act emo!?
LOL, i think too much only what. you come scold me dont act emo !
CAN! cos im alr not doing it ! hahahaha. :D
even if im not emo ~~
im actully not a disgrace to human population !
you know why?!
you think everything in the world is SOOOO PERFECT LIKE YOU?!!?
so sorry ah! not correct leh.
hahah i guess you not that perfect cos you cant even think of this !
lololololol.
and you know what,
i cried like 4years for my mummy ler !
so sorry ah !
my mother so ke lian !
have cancer die ler. i also dont wan cry for her. ):
thankyou for caring anyway (:
lol, you want beat me up ah..
come lor..i will cry one.
i scared you know.
sorry i dao you lor?
but i did meh??
i dont even know who you are.
but if i really did dao you, then sorry lorh D:
i very mood swing one sometime, cannot help it.
:P see lar ! like now donno why so high OOO:
haha, later my mum come find you ! LOLLLLLLL !

next ~~
15 Jun 08, 23:07

poh yi: euu gortx secret admiirer siia, he sayy miie dun dare att least iie put downn myye name lehhx, norttx lykke hiim bo jii! thiis ishh fun marhx, see, iie helped euu euu knoe? help euu knoe euu gortx adm

15 Jun 08, 23:07

poh yi: admirer! annd he thiinks he's shoo smarrtx, he cannt even makke the correctt prediictiion puhlease. whho wans tuhh be iin 2ea. iim her juniior lorrhx. ._______.

LOL ?! YOU PUT DOWN YOUR NAME?!?!
I DONT EVEN KNOW YOU!?
you sure you my junior?!
haha sorry i got prob with my brain!
i cannot rmb sia.
so sorry hor D:
and you mean you dont wanna be in 2ea next year
huh ~ so sad ah?
why leh your parents also dont wan you study de ah?
you got good potential leh !
can spell disgrace ! not bad what !
eh oh yea ! you cant spell 'prediictiion, euu, gortx, sayy, miie, puhlease'
ah, dont liddat luh act stupid for what !?
i know you every clever one !
why liddat act stupid ?!
and you didnt need to help me you know !
cos like its not you who help,
its he himself that help himself.
he said it himself and didnt you help him?
NOOOO~
he could have said this any other day.
and like you did help me liddat !?
you never !
you got what sai?!

hahhahahahah !
i love the ppl who helped me.
and i love myself. (eh i dont really do..LOL)
emotional,relating to or expressing emotion.
and im expressing happiness ! :D:D
x3

2008-06-15T19:55:00.000-07:00

photo deleted.

lol, i think she going to kill me, :x

this is trisha, the super pretty girl :D

hello~
ytd went to bugis with TAN BOONMAY. (:
and like spend all my money can?!?
walaoooo i not happy luh. :/
at least still got buy till things.
then like today we went to to-pa-yo.
wth, i donno how spell. = =
yea, met new ppl like trisha and cheese???? =.=
then was like we and trisha was super late cans?
was suppose to met at 11am,
then we met like at 3pm+ =.=
then went to play pool.
boonmay is like expert can.
REALLY 'PRO' LUH HER.
will lose to let other ppl try to win O:
lololol,
then in the end,
boonmay had to go,
trisha had to go.
and i bought a cake for my dad !
HAPPY FATHER'S DAY :D:D
thankyou the cheese person for pei-ing my to buy cake.
took bus,
and walk like siao home.

boonmay is super retarded.
love her manzx.
whee.

2008-06-13T19:34:00.000-07:00

had tuition today.
and i updated.
thankyou for being there for me,
i love you.

you must be thinking 'wth'.
i have no life. (:

2008-06-10T23:31:00.000-07:00

hello, (:
i been home alone for like the whole afternoon.
and been cleaning my super messy room,
its still not quite done..
but i will continue tmr. (i hope) O:
and i guess im not really happy.
and im not sure why too, lol.
cheers !
byebyee

2008-06-09T10:15:00.000-07:00

i wrote what i wanted to blog in notes in case i forget,
so there you go~
(alot of pics)

6 June.

in the bus now,
there's no line so cannot call in or out.
want to msg also cannot.
missing home alr.
feel like buying alot of gifts for frens.
want to make them happy you know, lol.
missing some ppl like crazy lerhs.
and it's starting to get cold here. O:
2.56am

omfg, it became freakishly cold now.
about 5 i woke up cos it was too cold.
i dont have a jacket luh,
thanks to my dad.
go wash when he know i going malaysia. -.-
hais, i still dream of ppl giving me peipei,
and frens was around in the bus.
and somemore saw melissa trying to cheer me up.
):
6.47am

the hotel.

the outside view.

this is jia en, :D cute girl.

LOL i felt like drawing a fart thingy but im not that evil:x

when walking to the temple saw this.

in the temple. wrote our names, wish for happiness and wtv.

sorry i suck at writing -.-

the clouds is touching the land sia O:

today, went to zi le shi, a temple.
and it rain quite heavily.
but none of us got wet.
after that went to hotel to rest.
oh yea its my sis bday today.
5.28pm

ahhhhhhh, slack at hotel till sian.
wishing my frens were here.
emo-ing inside,
trying not to let my family see that im not happy.
i hope tmr can go shop, REALLY want buy things.
want to see my frens happy. O:
i think im regret coming alr. ):
9.08om

7 june

the horse i sat on O:

my sis trying to get on, lol

that boy over there, is called xiang en (:

while i was on the horse.

nice rite. lol

i made my sis pose for the cam. lol :x

omg i sat on a horse today, its like 20rm only. ($10)
worth it i guess..? o.o
then later had lunch.
went to a shopping center.
im like so sad now, cos got nth to buy.
rawr, super sad i meant.
4.29pm

i guess everyone in my family is alittle crazy :x

went to a japan place to eat.
then had a small party for sis bday back at the hotel.
7.15pm

8 June
i dreamt that ******************
******************************
******************************
******************************
after that woke up. ):
7.03am

went to temples (3) today.
prayed, wished.
lets birds free.
and teared cos something went into my eye O.O
still didn't buy anything ))))))))))):
3.33pm

going to eat 'shu' for dinner.
don't feel like going out.
sian much.. ):
7.48pm

9 June

cute much, before going to the bus place.

packpackpack~

byebye ):

today morning,
its like first time i saw my aunt cry..
real sad.
i want everyone know,
that i love her alright.
she take care of us like we are her children.
she gave up her dreams and everything just because of us.
just because of us,
she suffered.
she been misunderstood.
she had no time for herself.

she rawks big time.
and thankyou for taking care of us.
for like so many years since my mother is gone.
i love you. x3
7.45am

I AM BACK IN SINGAPORE BABY. LOL. :x

2008-06-05T17:29:00.000-07:00

i'll be going to malaysia soon,
):
i dont feel like going luh.
im gonna leave tonite.
hais, alright..
byebye people.
hopefully there can use com.

hais, feel so useless.
feel so small.
feel so incomparable
hopeless much?

):

2008-06-05T00:19:00.000-07:00

i solve my blogging problem alr :D
okay..
let's see..
today went for el again.
and was veryyyyyyyy sleepy.
yesterday waited someone to reply my msn and thinking of somethings
cannot really sleep. :/
oh yea, i just notice i didnt eat anything today.
like i mean a full meal. O:
today was too tired luh then slept at donno when,
then just woke up. (12.15am) :/
eyes still have sleepysleepy feeling. D:
alright i shall pack my room.
i mean i MUST pack my room by tomorrow.
bye.

and some times you're just siding the wrong person, you know?
and some times i really don't know how to face you.

2008-06-03T07:00:00.000-07:00

will be going to school in a short while.
no one told me theres like sku can,
then i had to miss ytd.
wonder what have they been doing.
hais, i want to pack my room.
no i mean, i NEED to pack my room.
super messy please.
when to fion house to stay overnight,
but had to cut short because of eldds.
and had to cancel plans. ): (br>

and before i go,

i want to say..
when things happen and whatsoever,
dont think you are always right,
even if you are right.
think about what the other party is thinking.
think of how the other party feels.
you never know that you might be the one who is causing
trouble for yourself.

2008-05-31T19:13:00.000-07:00

hello,
lena didnt force me to blog about her. :D:D

lena is de best manzxz.
she rocks like fuck.
i frecking love her.
(she is still not forceing me to do anything)
lena is spelled like
l
e
n
a
!
omfg so nice right. O:
i like so much. OOO:
lena is like so not not chio.
she like so pretty canzx.
i so jealous, D:
somemore her face soooo cutezx. O:
she is like 162mm tall. (LOL)
and she sings damn well. :D:D !
wheeeee.

2008-05-31T14:02:00.000-07:00

HELLO :D:D

Sometimes, i really wonder why i turn out like this.
This is really confusing.
When others can do it openly,
While i need to do it secretly.
I want to make you happy you know?
I want to be one. Of cos you don't want me to be.
It doesn't matter now, but I'll always be by your side.
Always, no matter what.
I’ll be there for you when you need me.
Sorry for being so emo okay.
I'll try not too in your face,
I do it somewhere else.
Where you cant see.
But I'll like to know can you feel how I feel..?
No, never, you not abnormal like me.
Enough said, with three simple words I end..
I love you.

hais, if you really love me.
why are you not showing it.
you are just letting me see that,
you love others more.
you are showing, you are lieing all this time.
you are showing, that i'm nothing to you.
you know what, do you really care?

omg, that was lame. O:

2008-05-29T22:12:00.000-07:00

hello blog. (:
im back in singapore.
lol, yea no one came to my blog to tag D:
oh while who cares.
anywayyyy,
super tireing i guess. :/
i just unloaded my things :/
and well, felt a need to blog.

And you know what?
i also dont feel like telling you what happen on china trip.
i have little photos too.
(i think)
shall post my some of my pictures.

my plane meal. O:

another meal at the shanghai airport

OOO:

lol much?

this was suppose to look like ashley is shiting and angel pointing smellysmelly ah.
o.o'

in ths bus, to the hotel. darkdark O:

the first hotel we slept in.

angel and fion eggs LOL. :D

cute can?

yellow river, second largest in china.

angel nose bleed, and the person put water on her face.
i somemore thought she fell in the water sia =.=

aww ~

LOLOLOLOLOL

o.o

the food here is better than the other place we when to eat

omfg (i think i see you inside !)

the cable fell on our bus :/

this is super big okay.

ants. SUPER BIG ALSO. :x

opps, ashley head.

the most boring class in my life.
i end up drawing the person in history in the slides.

amost going to sleep ler they all.

after the class got bball match.

and i think we lose :x (there was only one good player in our team, mercus) O:

we ate here, and i dont want go again :/

my pal send de letter.
and she rocks can.
i love herrrrrrr lololol

kinda sad leaving her.

whee?

2008-05-18T07:34:00.000-07:00

hello,
saying a last min goodbye to everyone in singapore.
im flying to china !

byebyeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!

2008-05-14T16:23:00.000-07:00

hellohello,
back from sku.
had to walk in the rain D:
today we did not have any lesson.
one word to say. SHIOK.
heh :D
i wish every day was liddat O:
i had briefing for china trip
then went to com lab.
thenthen went to class.
the class just made noise ._.
and we had recess.
after that, had to take my hp so little so..
thought angel wun wait for me but she did
soooo touched. (i told her i gonna blog about it .___. )
thennnnn went to library to borrow books.
after that..
went to hall to watch like only 15min of the movie.
then had to go to listen to mr pua
'sing song' as he said himself.
i slept like i donno how long. :x :x
then finally at 2 we were let off.
said bye to angel and went home.

this is about what happened :/
also dont know why i blogged.
just felt like it. lolol.

( tmr going out with angel ! happy ! )

haissss D:

2008-05-12T19:56:00.000-07:00

please read only if you are bored-er than me. :/

exams are over :D
im lonely as usual :/
im feel like a loner ( maybe i am O: ) :/
i been watching shows and sleeping (alot) to distract myself lately.
im bored and not really happy actually. :/
can someone tell me im a asshole rite now. :/
i noticed im using alot of ' :/ ' in this post. :/
wth :/
i feel a sudden urge to play maple or audition. :/
shld i ?
or continute with my tv-ing :/
hais, im NOT not happy, or sad, or angry or..gah my english sucks. :/
wth, why do i sound so bored. ( maybe i am :/ )
i think-ing..of what to write.
see i wrote something. (yay?)
i feel very dumped all afternoon,
you know why? you do?
very clever sia, WHY?
i also donno. ( you can dont read ler, below dont have words one, you cannot see )
the momment i saw you face,
my whole mood changed.
like 180 degree. RAWR.
you want me to not hate you ? CAN VERY EASY ONE.
____ ____ ____ _____ !
but, i know you cant do it.
i know that _____ also cant do it too.
i swear if i found out that you were _____ ___ with her,
i would ___ like ____.
but i guess i did for sometime..
and im going to after this post. ( :D )
you sure very happy now rite.
that _____ ____ you ____ ?
YOU KNOW WHAT, I DONT CARE. (okay maybe i do) RAWR.
:/
(okay maybe you can see, but keep telling yourself you saw nth ! :D )

please dont tell me im lame and lifeless.
i know i am. thankyou. :D

Sweetness !

2008-05-10T01:20:00.000-07:00

When I see your smile,
Tears run down on my face.
I can't replace.
And now that I'm stronger, I have figured out,
How this world turns cold and it breaks through my soul.
And I know I'll find deep inside me,
I can be the one.

I will never let you fall.
I'll stand up with you forever.
I'll be there for you through it all.
Even if saving you sends me to heaven.

Seasons are changing,
And waves are crashing,
And stars are falling all for us.
Days grow longer and nights grow shorter,
I can show you I'll be the one

I will never let you fall.
I'll stand up with you forever.
I'll be there for you through it all.
Even if saving you sends me to heaven.

'Cause you're my, you're my, my-e-y-e-y,
My true love, my whole heart.
Please don't throw that away.
'Cause I'm here... for you!
Please don't walk away and,
Please tell me you'll stay... here!

Whoa-oh!
Stay!
Whoa-oh!

Use me as you will!
Pull my strings just for a thrill!
And I know I'll be okay,
Though my skies are turning gray!

I will never let you fall!
I'll stand up with you forever!
I'll be there for you through it all,
Even if saving you sends me to heaven!

I will never let you fall!
I'll stand up with you forever!
I'll be there for you through it all,
Even if saving you sends me to heaven!

i cried for you, and i don't even know why.
x3

2008-05-09T20:29:00.000-07:00

hello :D
i came back at about 10 today
took taxi home.
hais, came home.
com-ed
com-ed
then come-ed
hmm, about just now i ate dinner.
going to eat the sushi my aunty bought for me :D
i have you dont have !
lol
maybe later upload pic, make you more jealous xD

2008-05-08T16:23:00.000-07:00

YO,
today wake up at 1+ :D:D
sleep till damn shiok :D:D:D:D:D
im been really tired cos been studying (last min) :x:x
so not enough sleep D:
then today wanted to stay at home sleep alot then study one
but when for dental appointment :/

took cab
then tighten
its like super pain can D:
then now teeth really pressure :/
then haven try eating.
nvr eat from morning till now.. ):
getting really hungry.

wow, this is boring :/

then now think my blog really dieing so blog alittle and
p/s i love angel wong . :D:D

2008-05-06T10:43:00.000-07:00

ahahah.
you are poking my heart with a knife and you dont even know. ):
you kill me softly and I'm half dead, half alive.
you are making me suffer and i know its not going to end soon.
maybe some day you will get the hints,
that im not really enjoying this.
i love you, i really do.
if this makes you happy,
then go on..do what you like.
do what makes me hurt the most.

words that nvr shld be spoken. O:

2008-05-04T06:32:00.000-07:00

omg i studied from 12 to 6.30 am
thankyou angel for making me study ! xD
my whole head is fill with geo !
hmm or shld i be sad o.o !
lol, nvm.
i better go sleep tmr still got tuition.
HAISSSSSSSSS.
( i hate tuition )
HAISSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS.
=.=

2008-05-03T15:22:00.000-07:00

its like 3.21 am
i was high cos of audition o.o
then keep playing.
i stop cos i tot i shld be sleeping ler.
lol, i go sleep ler.

and gab , takecare.
and sorry. :/

2008-05-01T21:32:00.000-07:00

yoyo,
-updating-
done ! :D

=.=

2008-04-27T16:38:00.000-07:00

rawr, i feel like everyone studying except me -.-

hais,
later going to have tution.
and i reallyreally hate tuition.
D:

2008-04-27T02:03:00.000-07:00

i was fever-ing this whole week,
cannot be anymore glad its over.
hais, cant believe i missed sports day.
we got like second in the whole school lar !
we pro or what. lol
haha, mids are coming ler.
getting really nervous and everything.
wish i could just fast foward everything to the right time,
like the holidays? :/
exams are stressful D:
hope i really do study at least something by monday.
why am i stuck with such a lousy character ?
if only i could be like alittleeeee bit more hardworking. -.-
its like 2 alr,
i still dont feel like sleeping.
okay..maybe i do.
but just stalling time so the exams wun come any closer.
:/

my voice changed thanks to my sore throat, bleh.
and i got bored of my link,
going to think of a new one soon.
hopefully im not too lazy to. =.=

bye [:

2008-04-20T22:41:00.000-07:00

im having a slight fever now =.=
feel soooo sick alr
my dad still dont let me dont go sku.
evil rite ?
yes very evil.
D:

my dad is such a guai-kia .___.
like dad
like daughter

2008-04-19T10:22:00.000-07:00

paul twohill came to our sku on wed,
cool riteeee :D:D
he is cute lor i think
LOL.
hopefully more pll will come to our sku.
hehehe.

nth to post ler byebye. -.-

2008-04-17T21:14:00.000-07:00

you bloody ass.
you made me cry.

2008-04-17T20:36:00.000-07:00

yosh baby,
im crazy, i love you and you love me :D

im high?
maybe..?
donno larh
okay today was very sleepy =.=
wanted to sleep, but trying very not to.
today mrs lee no come again :D:D:D:D:D
shiok cans. hoho
thenthen..
erm.......... aiya skip lar.
skip
skip
skip.

end :D

._.

2008-04-15T08:02:00.000-07:00

hello
came to wake my almost-dieing-blog.
hmm..
why should i anyway?
i blog for only my own selfish reasons.

okay........... .___.

today was..
STRESSFUL.
oraloraloral.
i hate oral PLEASE.
like i was panicking when i hear that word.
thank you its over now.
and i dont hav to take it again for a whole year :D:D
cried rite before the test -.-
i cant stand oral, going on stage , and cockroaches. =.=
why must god have these things?
hais. lol.

i go and sleep ler bye.
now 8 only. LOL.

2008-04-12T22:21:00.000-07:00

i got new shoes
and you dont,
MUAHAHAHAHAHAHA !!

i gonna wear them to sku !
i got new shoes
i got new shoes
i got new shoes
i got new shoes
i got new shoes

HA.

hoho
byee :D

2008-04-12T04:47:00.000-07:00

Another day, another soul,
Another heart with a hole.
Days turned into a week,
But her feelings she did not speak.

Weeks passed more and more
With her heart so very sore.
She misses the one she truly loves.
And her only friends are the stars above.

To cut her hair, or to cut her wrists?
Just two choices, but so many risks.
She cuts her wrists, and so she bled,
And so she wished that she was dead.

The one she loves starts to worry
But she goes away in such a hurry.
So the weeks passes with so many lies,
And she still cried deep inside.

Month by month, she dries her tears
And locks away all her fears.
She decided no more sorrow
And no one will ever see her tomorrow.

She runs outside with a knife,
Just something to take her life.
That night, the stars watched and cries
As the girl bleeds and finaly dies.

The next morning, her friends, foes,
Teachers and her love knows
About the girl who died,
The girl who died from suicide.

O:

2008-04-11T19:23:00.000-07:00

hello,
doing nth at home expect
killing mosquito and playing psp. =.=
bored till ~~
everyday no mood to go out.
want go out that time no one go with me .. zzz.
hmm today suppose to go for el one,
but i went pp with angel siying xinyuan and faizah.
so went there late.
when i called dzul he said alr over = =
so went home straight.
hope cher wun scold me. :x
then like playplayplay psp till now.
just ate.

oh ya, today hand homec
everyone cooked SOOOO well luh
they damn pro.
haha
i keep eating their food.
so niceeee
hohoho :D
today is also the last day we see the thai students.
D:
cannot sit freely ler. ):
might miss them alittle.
:/

i go talk to the wall since im soooooo free .__.
ermmmmmmmm,
i didnt said that - -

lalalalalalaaaa !!!!

byebye
omgzx that was so retarded O:

2008-04-10T20:10:00.000-07:00

i watch finish the first part ler !!
hohohooo
so nice can the show is loved !!!
i think going to buy the second part,
cos alot ppl borrowing.
so dont wan wait xD
i think going to sleep VERY early this few weeks.
playing psp and watching x-family too much xD

i love 夏天&寒.
x3

2008-04-09T07:12:00.000-07:00

waaa
like whole day watching x-family
and play psp only
o.o
so nice larh the show O:
and jiro is effffffing cute please.
x3x3x3
:D !
and the show is filled with touching and lameeeee scenes
lol

byebye
i continue watch lerrrr
HOHOHOOOO :D

2008-04-05T17:21:00.000-07:00

It's raining.

you know?
water condensed from vapor in the atmosphere.
causing water droplets to fall from clouds to the surface.

tears of rain running down the window..

lame post.

2008-04-05T10:33:00.000-07:00

blanks,
fill them with touching words.

x3

2008-04-04T21:09:00.000-07:00

yooooo :D
back from speech day !
tired and all but still posting now :D
heh.

okay here are some retarded ppl who loves barney

if you are still bored , you can watch this too.

okay on to speech day.
after lesson, went to zul cous house to get his shoe,
then went to kfc to eat.
wasssss SUPER HUNGRY..
but cannot eat luh.
ytd just tighten to braces,
pain like fk D:
like ytd nite no eat
moring no eat
afternoon no eat
now no eat.. (dieing ler pleaseee)
haish D:
we stayed at the theatre-rat (donno how spell) for v long larh
i was sleeping there two times o.o
the performents was great,
diana skiped some lines..she keep worrying about it.
its was great lorh
i didn even know there was a mistake o.o
lolll.
took bus then went home.

donno why my writing sucks :/
write till so boring. D:
okayyyy

i missed you alot, while knowing..

BYEBYE !

2008-04-03T05:41:00.000-07:00

ytd made a video damn funny,
later after speech day i show you.
now morning lazy go upload.
now fion with me.
she slept overnight !
hohohohooooo
i bet she dont hav to wake up this early very other day.
sorry fion !
xD

okay after speech day i come post.
byebye

2008-04-02T04:34:00.000-07:00

today after el,
saw jackie (sry donno how spell ) dance
damnnnnnnnnnn nice okay
he is like so pro.
u ppl shld go see him in hiphop.
damn nice.
some weird but still nice xD

tmr i going for dental appointment, :\
okay bye.

2008-04-01T10:07:00.000-07:00

todayyyy again damn tired.
D:
had el :/
then reach home ler
eat ler
watch teevee.
then blog
( wow this is boring ) -.-

i got spammeddd !!!
cool right !
first time lehhhh
LOLLLL xDDD

go relink regina lerr
byee :D

2008-03-30T20:55:00.000-07:00

hey you bitch,
you are so not going to satch ___ away luh.
you fcking bitch.
i just cant stand,
see your face feel like slapping
but dont wan cos will dirty my hands.
cb.
hate you like fuck,
you go and die luh.
_\_

fucking bitch.
i hate you.
and i will not stop hating you,
cos you just suck.
ass.

rawr i hate my life.
why do i need to face this kind of fucked up ppl?

2008-03-30T11:43:00.000-07:00

I love Angel Wong. :D

if your reading this, angel..
i want to tell you i lub you ! :D:D
do i rock or what xDDD

x3

2008-03-30T00:10:00.000-07:00

omgomgomgomg, i going to sleep.

your love is needed :D
i will stop hunching for you.
i will try my very best.
for you :D

byebye !!
x3x3

2008-03-29T09:56:00.000-07:00

yoshhhh, :D
i so happy okayyyyy.
i dreamt of you ! (as my boyf !!!! )
im fucking happy cos of that !
LOL :x
shld be cos ytd keep thinking of you,
then dream of u also.
lol :/
then i shld think of him more !
wahhahahaaaaaaa.
im crazy :D

i love the sky this few weeks.
too beautiful ler :D

2008-03-28T21:12:00.000-07:00

waaaaaa, today had eldds.
& ashley came! O:
like omgzx, lol xD
yea..was constantly thinking of someone. :/
cant get it out of my mind. he so handsome of cos luh.
the whole thing was boring,
but also tiring.
and finally the weekend came.
i can sleep till i die ler baby !
YESHHHH :D:D
wahahaaaahaaaahaa !
sad to say i sunday still got tuition D<
hate tuition luhhhhhhh D:
and i really hate going in my room luh.
like now my aunty,
so like walao.
and worse off, if i dont close the door.
my dad will come in see wad i doing.
then DAMNNNN IRRITATING luh -.-
rawrrr , shoo out of my room now !
hahaa yay gone ler :DDD
okay luh end here.
i write till sian ler

byebye.

2008-03-26T06:17:00.000-07:00

really feeling really tired these few days,
maybe cos of lack of sleep last few weeks.
now keep slping at 7 or 8 +
hais, really wish i dont wan eldds sometimes.
so tiring D:
sku sucks :x
i wish , i wish..i wish i stop wishing and just do it.
today was just boring, thinking of you all the while.
mrs lee today no come for geo.
so happy.
then whole class slack. :D
wow, short post. cannot think of anything to say :/

really really sad cos of somethings.
i wish i cant see all these things.

fion, im really sorry.
D:

2008-03-24T23:51:00.000-07:00

yoz
______ took the same bus as me todayyyy !
im soooo highhh when i see him okay
he is effing cute.
super handsome.
and and and EEFING CUTEEEE !
his faceeee is soooooo cuteeeeeeee
his soooo tall , and his shirt is too big for him o.o

but, i was really scare at the same time.
i pretend like i didnt see him.
but u know how much i wanted to look into his eyes?
rawrrrrr xD
and he live nearrrrr mee :D:D
i wish to see him everyday.
i wan to hold his hand againnnn.
i wish he'll still feel the same.

im crazy , im crazy , im crazy over you. :D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:DDDDDDD
ahs fuck.
i want you larh {:

bye

2008-03-24T06:57:00.000-07:00

i think i didnt put enough pic in my blog,
so today im going to let you all see my ZILAIN PICS
WA HA HA HA HA HAAAAAAAAAAAA !!

hehe, my hair growingggg lorh :x

i know effing act cute larh !

:DDD

upsideeeee down, so dont look that ugly -.-

yoz

i was bored okay . waiting for angel that time.

and lastly emo picc sooo nicee XD

YO BABY,
i rock , you rock , everyone rock. (except you bitch !)
wahahahahhahahahahhahah.
i love my bestie :D

2008-03-21T22:54:00.000-07:00

went to zhangjun for my first time today !

woke up late as uausal.. :x
so took taxi
then stop at the wrong place D:
took bus back one stop.
then wait for them come find me.
meet ler them, then meet yiling & meichi.
walked to zj house, 11th floor (still can rmb)
lolll lameee xDD
then first thing i go in see is the sky !
cos first thing i saaw was the balcony

since i didnt know how to spell balcony
i when to ask melissa , and lol was so funny :x

!&YENZHI says (10:31 PM):
heyhey
♥ melissaaa : k = 13 :11 ! , . ] x/3 says (10:31 PM):
yo !
!&YENZHI says (10:32 PM):
how to spell bao girl ny ?
!&YENZHI says (10:32 PM):
bao girl ne
♥ melissaaa : k = 13 :11 ! , . ] x/3 says (10:32 PM):
bao girl ne ?
♥ melissaaa : k = 13 :11 ! , . ] x/3 says (10:32 PM):
wht's tt ?

i drew:

♥ melissaaa : k = 13 :11 ! , . ] x/3 says (10:33 PM):
wth was tt ?

i drew :

♥ melissaaa : k = 13 :11 ! , . ] x/3 says (10:34 PM):
could you pls explain wht it is to me ?
!&YENZHI says (10:34 PM):
erererererererererer
♥ melissaaa : k = 13 :11 ! , . ] x/3 says (10:34 PM):
i see a sun .
♥ melissaaa : k = 13 :11 ! , . ] x/3 says (10:34 PM):
i see clouds .
♥ melissaaa : k = 13 :11 ! , . ] x/3 says (10:34 PM):
i see a railing .
!&YENZHI says (10:34 PM):
ya
!&YENZHI says (10:34 PM):
wads that
♥ melissaaa : k = 13 :11 ! , . ] x/3 says (10:34 PM):
OH .
♥ melissaaa : k = 13 :11 ! , . ] x/3 says (10:34 PM):
YOU MEAN BALCONY ?
!&YENZHI says (10:35 PM):
YAAAAAAAAAA

im so stupiddddd ,LOLOL xDDD

okay continue...
first we talk
talktalktalk then
zj mom ask zj if we wanted to drink milk mah
then we drank..
IT WAS LIKE THE NICEST MILK I EVER DRANK
LOLOL !

then keep drinkingdrinkingdrinking xD
till i felt sick :x
then we had rehearsal
like only once -.-
then i did nth -.-'''
then we went to bugis.
bought sushi :D
eat at the outside cinema o.o
then walked around..
then regina , zj & yiling went home.
leave me chi and melissa.
went to the arcade at pp one.
told then shld go to ecp one the dont wan
then the ddr there not fun one.. D:D:
then played
melissa was good at basket ball sia
not bad leh her :D
then went home after that.

wheeee , bye !

2008-03-20T20:53:00.000-07:00

today had the speech day rehearsal
WAS SO TIRED even if i did not do anything much :D :x
was thinking of someone who didnt come to sku today.
he pon-ed :O
anyway was helping out with the props for el
and saw angel danced
damnnn pro and sexy !!
wahaha ;DD
shld hav take a pic or something, was really nice.
i so jealous :x :x
haha xD
love you larh angel wongggggg :D:D
prettypretty ass :D ( i think she's going to kill me when she sees this)
wahahahah

thenthen after el was dismissed
i went around to find fion..
wanted to go her house one.
then she said she waited for me at sku.
then i went around to find her,
then cannot find.
so called her.
like cannot..so called martin also.
asked fion frens also.
all dont have.
i stayed till like 620+ ?
then say forget it ler.
yea..like donno where is she so go home.
and i shouted at angel for nth lar (okay maybe not shouted, talk loudly.. :x)
i thought it was fion.
then when angel pick up the phone,
i was like
'oie where you?'
'bus stop'
'huh why u no wait for me?'
'i wait for you for wad'
'huh i thought u wan me go ur house?'
'huh'

then was like something was wrong..
cos it was noisy and the sku fire alarm was ringing.
i listened carefully..
then found out i was angel :O
i was like sooooo sorrrrrryyyy larhhh
i really didnt mean toooooo
sorryyyyy hor !
:x
in the end went home talk on the phone with angellll :D
i saw something sad when walking home D:
lol, anyway talked
then bus-ed
then walked
then lift-ed ._.
then com-ed -.-
then blogged
how lame xD

im not happy, i really wan you back D:

bye !

2008-03-19T03:43:00.000-07:00

went to see movie with fion ken and martin today
was v happy :D
after the movie i thought i left my hp inside larh
then found my hp in my bag.
so ps =.=
haha was fun, xD
love they all :D:D

2008-03-18T04:24:00.000-07:00

im reallyreallyreally veryveryveryyy tired now,
i think going to sleep right after this.
this few say keep going to fion's place.
so like v later go home.
and then like no enough sleep..
keep falling asleep in class D:
hais
now is 7.25pm
tmr got test sia. T. T
i can die, really.
hais. :/

if only , i could be perfect enough for you.
if only, had the confidence.
if only , i could be yours.
x/3

2008-03-16T02:33:00.000-07:00

I LOVE YOU FIONNNNNN :D
lingling xDD

fion is an ass who is loved by yenzhi.
if you hurt me i will kill you WAHAHAHA
kidding, i so high cos of her -.-

x3 angel too . WAHAHAHA :x

2008-03-15T11:02:00.000-07:00

hais, i hit my feet against my closet..
so pain.
anyway..just read the a story..
very nice..
but donno why the ending like not finish ._.
the link from regina' blog. http://the-lovestory.blogspot.com/
go read if you have time.
i still haven do any hwk yet..
really !@# to think of it now.
alr v !@# ler ._.

i miss someone, i miss that other someone even more.
i miss you the most. x3x3

sometimes, i really donno wad to do when emo ,
like you know when u cant tell ur frens somethings
but yet u wan them to make you happy.
that why i cut, i kinda gave up on cutting..
since i alr break some promise not to cut..
but what more solution are there?
smoking?
drinking?
i tell myself, no..
i cant do these kind of things.
so what kind of solutions are there?
when i cant tell ppl how i really feel , and
make sure they would agree on how i feel..
and no scold me or anything.
maybe smoking and drinking works for some ppl..
but why the hell are you drinking when you still need to face
that something brothering you
..

why the fuck am i writing this,
think so much for what sai.
u emo
go drink all you wan
go smoke all you wan
go cut all you wan
why do i even care? o o
lame shit.
waste my own time.
:D

2008-03-15T03:28:00.000-07:00

omgomgomggggzx
im back in singaporeee !!
i tell you hor i miss my com till siao okayyyyy,
was everyday thinking of comcomcom,
wa i started of from like 3+pm then now is 3.26 lorh
wtf -.-
superrrrrr happy i can use com.
not tired at all ler, lol.

hmm, nth much happen also
just went to malaysia to see my relatives.
so yea most of the time i stayed at home,
playing my psp which games sucks. ._.
i tell you my grandma house got like 125896347 mosquito !
i kill like 5 in 1min. o.o
okayokay go blog surf ler.

byebyee x3
i love my com like fck.

2008-03-12T09:26:00.002-07:00

HELLO ,
in malaysia now.
like telling everyone :x

the internet sucks but mangaed to blog :D
just came today and only have one hour to play com. D:
sad dao.
hais anyway still got 15min left to play com.
i at my uncle house, going home tmr.
and need to wake up at 9 luh D:
sian.
i wan more time to play commmm,
hais.
its super boring without internet can???
i need frens, i miss them like crazy ler.
and like its only one day only, wtf.
help luhhhhhhhh.
when i call you guys, better be happy cos i miss you.
and please dont give that 'i dont feel like talking voice' to me.
alr v sad this is like only time i can play com.

okay luh, better go tag more ppl.
before 1 am.

2008-03-12T01:26:00.000-07:00

just came back from vivo, went out with
FIONx3 , martin and ken.
now about 1.06am ler..
going to malaysia today,
planning not to sleep..
i'll be going about 3-4am
so if sleep now alittle too late ler hor.
so yea not going to sleep.

ytd,monday.. went to sleep over at fion house sia.
without telling my dad luh,
but i did tell my uncle and aunty.
my dad sure wun let so dont tell lar. :/
anyway now still haven see him..
dont think he will scold me. (please dont :x)
poor martin had to sleep at the sofa.
wanted him to wake us up at 8+
but in the end we wake up first, then
he still sleep like pig.
soooooo we put ice on him :D
took like 30sec? then he woke up xDD
after that i think i went back to sleep..
then HAD A FKING WEIRD DREAM. :XX
hmph..
in the end we bathe and went to lan,
then wanted go vivo watch movie ler..
got super big rain..
when me and fion cross the road..
there was like super big puddle of water there.
no choice but to step on it.
if dont cannot cross the road and got car coming ler.. T T
i donno how fion's slippers 'slip' out from her feet.. -.-
end up in floating in the puddle of water.
then i had to help her..cos that stupid martin dont wan take..
then like got few car pass her slippers
then managed to get it back..
as a result my skinnies and my whole shoe got wet ( how great ) :/
then yea took 30 to vivo
watch 10,000 bc
its was soooooooo sad , i didnt ever cry -.-
but fion did.
these few day keep seeing her cry.
she become emo-kia ler !
no fair , i dont care i more emo !
LOL. :x

then like alr 12 ler
so no more mrt
i took taxi home first..
then i think they took bus or something,
since i cant contact them now.
i also donno where are they.
hopefully they reach home ler.
carefull hor guys.

sometimes it just hurts so badly,
i really want you back.

i hate this lack of confidence, i dont care..
one day i will tell you how i feel and will not ever hurt you like i did before.
you just wait, i love you boy.. x/3

and i really hate jealousy
I FKING JEALOUS OF EVERYTHING AROUND ME.
HAIS, HEARTACHE LUH.

2008-03-12T00:45:00.000-07:00

HELLO ,
in malaysia now.
like telling everyone :x

the internet sucks but manganed to blog :D
just came today and only have one hour to play com. D:
sad dao.
hais anyway still got 15min left to play com.
i at my uncle house, going home tmr.
and need to wake up at 9 luh D:
sian.
i wan more time to play commmm,
hais.
its super boring without internet can???
i need frens, i miss them like crazy ler.
and like its only one day only, wtf.
help luhhhhhhhh.
when i call you guys, better be happy cos i miss you.
and please dont give that 'i dont feel like talking voice' to me.
alr v sad this is like only time i can play com.

okay luh, better go tag more ppl.
before 1 am.

2008-03-10T13:09:00.000-07:00

went to FIONx3x3 house on saturday !
we went lan, then playplayplay audi.
then fion wanted to take the longer route home..
so can spend more time outside. ( i think she just wan spend time with me ) XD
lol, kidding.
then took bus.
then was playing psp amost forget to get down the bus. ._.
then we went to buy red bull :D:D
my can donno why cannot open -.-
when back to the uncle to open for me -.- -.- -.-
took the lift and went back to her house.
we took pics
then waited for my uncle to fetch me back.
and was like super late then he reach.
so slept with fionnnnn xD
(rape her too :x)
okay didnt..then about 4.10 am
my uncle reach.

go home straight away sleep ler lorh
like alr wad time ler, lol :/

whee i love fion :D

2008-03-08T21:51:00.000-08:00

heyheyheyyyy, im an asshole who cant talk :D
lol.

fcukfcukfcukkkkkkkkkkkkkkk,
i still hate you okay.
i still super hate you okaayyyy !
i cant get over it,
and i wun try to ler.
there was things i really didnt wan to tell you.
but i told.
hais.
hate you, go dieeee
wahahahhahahahahahaahahhaha ._.

hoho, you saw nothinggggg :D
anywayyyyy, i just woke up.
didnt eat dinner, cant be bothered to.
cant even bite. T.T
now so hungry also cannot do anything.
use to woke up sure go find food de,
now so hungry also dont care ler.
hope i lose to much weight :/
i also told angel in msn,
i not going to go out for the whole month,
then everyday come home early then,
come home SLEEP.
omg, so great hor.. T.T
haissssss , i hate my teeth.
why cant i just be born with straight teeth?
so not need waste the stupid $4500 on this braces,
can let me spend on things i like -.-
rawr.

and ASHLEY YEO
~~U FCKING BREAK UR FCKING PROMISE AGAIN,~~
~~U WANT ME HOW TO TRUST YOU HUH?~~

u said 'i make a big big promise to you want?'
'if i brk you can ignore me forever (:'

so you really wan me to ignore you forever?
if not tell you ur reason.
see i cant take it mah.
ass. D<

hais, i donno wad to say about u ler.. ):

2008-03-07T05:34:00.000-08:00

ahs so siannn my teeth so uncomfortable, so pain also.
can die luh.
whenever this kind of thing happen.
i will go sleep one,
and u know what i think i slept at 7 ytd siaaa ._.

and i found out i really cant bite anything, i only can sallow !
wtfff D<
and also i cant talk properly, i say one two three, now sound like one tu tree. x.x

omgzxzxxzxzxzxz
rawrrr D

siannnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn lar.
nvm must ren, next time got straight teeth ler !
RAWR !

2008-03-06T15:50:00.000-08:00

omgzx, i tell you hor.
i think i can never ever eat again !
the dentist today put two things in my mouth i totally cant bite !!!
tell me how to live?????
ahhhhh
wtf T.T

2008-03-06T05:43:00.000-08:00

getting rdy for sku ler,
ytd was so tired luh.
after going for the wadever farm thingy o.o
i dont wan go sku T.T
hais, better go change now.

byebyeeee D:

2008-03-04T07:14:00.000-08:00

hey boy, i love youuuu like crazy , i want you back so badly Dx
i'm sorry if i have hurt you.
giv me a chance.
x3

whee :D

2008-03-04T05:56:00.000-08:00

today went bowling
with nicolas , jj , darren , melissa , feng ling , and some other guy i donno ._.
(sry if i get ur names wrong :x)
we paid for three games, then like almost end of the first game.
melissa ,fengling and the guy i donno went back to sku or something.
wa i like lose a few points to jj lar
im like so noob -.-
anyway my hand cannot take it ler
so the last game i dont play let nic play.
he like so good lar, still pay me the money back sia.

later on, he still treat me to one chicken xD and a drinkkk.
then they said there was a free bus back to brd,
then in de end wait till sian ler.
took 16 back.
then only left me and nic.
he took 33, i took 31 back.

now hand v tired sia xD

2008-03-03T21:04:00.000-08:00

today got eldds as per normal
stay till abut 6.10
then went home
wanted to go meet sinyee
but she cannot reach in time so went home first,
wa you know what.
it started raining sia ! D<
heng i got jacket ah !
still not waterproof so also got wet T.T

then reach home super hungry go eat first
watch teevee
then sinyee call, so i was like v rush cos i scare sinyee wait for me too long
so i like faster go pump air for my bike,
faster go take my bag
then choing, then was like omgggg forget take bike keyyyy !
chiong up, go up ler found the key was alr in my bag ._.
super rush man.
then took my bike to boonkeng met sinyee
pass me the stuff
then go to siying house pass her charger,
then finally go home.

super tired now man xD

2008-03-02T21:29:00.000-08:00

Sometimes thinking if you really loved me.
or
you just use me..

That's what i do not think..
That's what keeping me love you..

You better don't hurt me..please?

baby, you alr hurt me..

2008-03-02T20:55:00.000-08:00

today got tuition, so sian i tell you. :/
then after tuition so tired luh cos like 3hrs,
then i just drop dead on bed.
8+ wake up.
my life damn boring manzxzx !

rawr ._.

2008-03-02T17:28:00.000-08:00

omg, so siannnnnnnnnnn D:
monday liao ler.
need go sku , got cca.
ahhhhhh soooo siannnn D:
now 5.30 in the morning getting ready to go sku.
hmm i guess blogging cannot help me get ready rite :x

bleh , go blow dry my hair x)

2008-03-01T12:17:00.000-08:00

hello, made a new blog {:

anyway i when i when to see if my uncle back,
i saw something. three 'kids' playing psp,
one the left is my sis (8yrs old) ,
in the middle my AUNTY (40years old) ._. ,
the on the right my bro (10 years old).

the eyes like glued to the psp man even my aunty leh who scold them so late ler still play and now is like 12.15 ler
lollll
u dont get to see this everyday man xD